In the first prayer this evening
there was the following expression: ‘Use thy servants, and let them see fruit,
as they are able to bear it.’ I desire to say a few words on this, especially
the latter part. It has in a lively way brought to my remembrance my own
experience.
It was
forty-four years ago, on the 17th of this month, that I began to preach in my
own country; but I saw very little fruit from my preaching. I preached in the
parish churches – I loved to preach, there was a real earnestness in my
preaching, and a real desire to do good – unquestionably so. And yet I never
met with a single instance in which I could say I had been used as God’s
instrument in the conversion of a sinner, though sometimes I preached to a
thousand people, or more. I do not say that persons may not have been
converted; but I never met with one single instance of conversion.
It did,
however, please God, in a few instances – when I did not expect it – to use me
in the conversion of sinners; but this was quite apart from the preaching. I
once visited a poor tailor and expounded the Scriptures at his house, and a
person was brought to the knowledge of the truth through this exposition. Two
of my fellow-students, my former companions in sin, were converted
simultaneously whilst I was speaking to them. So that in a few cases, where I
expected nothing, I was made an instrument of blessing; but where I expected
great things, there was nothing at all.
In
course of time I came to this country, and it pleased God then to show to me
the doctrines of grace in a way in which I had not seen them before. At first I
hated them, and said, ‘If this were true, I
could do nothing at all in the conversion of sinners, as all would depend upon
God and the working of his Spirit.’ But when it pleased God to reveal these
truths to me, and my heart was brought to such a state as that I could say, ‘I
am not only content simply to be a hammer, an axe, or a saw, in God’s hands;
but I shall count it an honour to be taken up and used by him in any way; and
if sinners are converted through my instrumentality, from my inmost soul I will
give him all the glory,’ the Lord gave me to see fruit in abundance. Sinners
were converted by scores; and ever since God has used me in one way or other in
his service.
I
delight to dwell on this, especially for the benefit of my younger
fellow-believers. We must be really willing to give God all the glory. We may
say, ‘God shall have all the glory,’ but the point is, do we mean it? We must
aim after this – to be content to be nothing but the instrument, giving God all
the glory. We must not say, ‘God shall have ninety-nine parts of the glory, and
the one-hundredth part shall be ours.’ No, we must give him all, we must not
take the one-hundredth part; he is worthy to have it all.
Let us
aim after this, and assuredly God will take us up; for he can then use us. Our
adorable Lord Jesus, during all his life on earth, had one single aim – to seek
glory for the Father. Well, as we are enabled to get glory for the Master, not
for the servant, so he, whom we seek to honour, will see to it that honour is
bestowed on the servant.
I
affectionately, as an elder brother, lay it upon the hearts of my beloved young
brethren, whether engaged as preachers, Sunday-school teachers, tract
distributors, district visitors, or in any other way working in the Lord’s
service, if they desire to see fruit resulting from their labours, that they
primarily aim after this – that not only with the lip, but with the heart, they
will give all the honour and glory to God, if he should condescend to use them
as instruments in his service.