One of the first verses I memorised is 2 Timothy 1:12, where Paul wrote: ‘for I know whom I have believed, and am persuaded that he is able to keep that which I have committed unto him against that day.’ I cannot recall if I thought much about it at the time, although I am thankful it is in my memory. It is a statement of strong assurance, and no doubt Paul wanted his friend Timothy to have a similar persuasion. The question is, how did Paul come to have such assurance? He gives some clues in the verse.
First, Paul took into account that there would yet be a day of judgement – he calls it ‘against that day’. He knew that the events of that day were so important that he could not afford to make any mistakes concerning it. The fact that he was going to be judged by God made Paul desire assurance that all would be well with him when that day came. He did not take any chances and merely assume that things would work out by themselves.
Second, Paul committed something into the care of Jesus. The apostle probably refers to himself, that he committed himself into the hands of his Saviour. This was his response to the One who had confronted him on the Damascus Road. Paul did this because he knew that only Jesus could protect him on that Day. It was his choice to do so, but it was an earnest choice, a grateful choice, and a permanent choice. Paul’s assurance came from looking to Christ alone and not depending on any personal actions he might do, even actions for Jesus.
Third, Paul calculated how Jesus was able to protect him. In other words, he used his mind to evaluate the Saviour. He considered who Jesus was, what Jesus had done, what Jesus was doing, what promises he had made, what power he possessed, indeed everything that the scriptures said about him. Paul did not possess the full Bible because some of its contents were written after he died, but he discovered that what he did have told him plenty about Jesus. So he calculated what Jesus would do for him, an unworthy sinner, and discovered that the benefits were beyond calculation.
Fourth, Paul spent time with Jesus, communed with him. This is why he says ‘I know whom I have believed’. He does not merely mean that he knows about Jesus, although he did know a great deal about Jesus. Rather, he knew Jesus in the sense of having intimate contact with him. He had spent a lot of time talking with Jesus, praying to him, just speaking about things. When a person spends time in the company of another, he gets to know that other person well. Because Paul knew Jesus in that way, he received great assurance from God.
At one level, the process for assurance is simple. Take into account that there will be a day of judgement, commit yourself to the care of Jesus, calculate what Jesus will do for those who trust him, and spend a lot of time communing with Jesus. At another level, the process is demanding and endless. After all, how much can Jesus do for us? And how often and for how long to we want to spend time with him?
Paul would tell us that following the process is worthwhile because it results in a comfortable spiritual journey through life. Contact with Jesus has its beautiful benefits that brighten up a dark world.