A teenager’s account of his first Lord’s Supper (in the 1720s)
I heard that the sacrament of the Lord's supper was to be dispensed at Gargunnock. Thither I went. On the Saturday, the minister of the place, Mr. Warden, in the evening came to give some directions relative to the solemn work in view; and took occasion to set forth and commend Christ; which he did with such clearness and affection, and, as I thought, the Spirit so concurring therewith, that it wrought in the most wonderful manner upon the hearers that ever I had seen. For aught I knew, there were few that were not in a weeping frame, and yet continued composed. For my part, I thought it was the most pleasant work I ever experienced. It was to me like the very suburbs of heaven, and a token for good, with respect to the solemn work of the ensuing Lord’s Day.
On the sabbath morning, Mr. Warden preached from Isaiah 55:2, ‘Eat ye that which is good, and let your soul delight itself in fatness.’ From this text he preached Christ and all his fulness as a feast set before us on the gospel table; and showed, that all present were equally warranted to partake thereof. I have forgot what particular account he gave concerning this subject, but what I remember was, that there seemed to be more than an ordinary working of the Holy Ghost therewith: for it was a discourse that gained the greatest and tenderest attention among the hearers, so that I question whether ever I saw the like to this present time.
For my part, at such a display of love and grace as was set forth at this time by the gospel, my heart was nearly melted down in me, and filled with joy unspeakable and full of glory. I wondered at the love and grace of God, that ever it should have been so expressed towards me. All which occasioned me to shed tears in great abundance. But oh, (as I thought), they were tears pressed out by the force of the love and grace of God through Christ upon my heart, through the means of the gospel.
This day was the first time that ever I joined in the solemn work of showing forth the Lord’s death, by partaking of the sacrament of the Lord’s supper, which I did with joy and great comfort, and which drew many tears from my eyes. This was a sweet feast to me. To see so many walls of separation as I had set up between Christ and me, broken through by his efficacious grace, was indeed a very surprising thing.